Though my life sucks and stuff, but I kinda feel that alone thing coming back. Like as though now, I don't mind being alone. It feels perfectly fine for some reason. I don't mind not having whoever and what so ever as close as before. Though things are a little awkward now, but I know that whatever I did or said is right and I'll stick to it. Just get so sick of those faces and actions but tolerate Nicole! You can do it.
We all need some time alone. Just to cry, to think. You would always wish that you had a shoulder to lean on. (But that shoulder would always tell you, don't cry. But you still do, so fuck the shoulder.) Its good to have one though.
Anyway Joey and gang laughed at something I said. Billy Bombers is not that good and it cost a bomb. And they laugh -.-